The Reason Why I Don't Like Her Is Because..... I LOVE HER.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Aini,i dont mean to do all this thing to u..Yes I admit to u right now.. Truely deeply inside my heart, she still exist no matter wat..n I know,till the last breath of my life she will be in my memory,in my heart..Itz difficult to explain..I dont know how to explain..But wat Im trying to say right now is no matter wat,i dont think i can forget her..Even if other gerls can steal my heart,but still deep inside my heart,she will keep on existing..I had try lots of ways to get rid of her from my life..but I can't.. Itz not tat im toying wit ur heart..dont misunderstanding..Itz only tat she will be "deeply inside my heart"coz no matter wat i cant get rid of her n ive try thousand of ways to scrap of her name from my heart..but really,i cant!!!! Walau ader perempuan secantik maner skali pon yg dpt menawan hati ni,ttp jauh di lubuk hati ni ttp ade sise2 cinte ni terhadap dia.. Im sorry if all this while u think if cheated u!!but dont get wrong coz i really love u,but the only thing is tat i juz cant get rid of her from my memory.."But tat doesn't mean i want to b wit her back..itZ only tat my memory towards her will keep on existing..i really cant get rid of her..
Right now i dont mind if u wana leave me..coz all this while,most of the girl tat had been wit me b4, left me coz of this same matter..it juz keep on repeating in my life..sumthimes,when i think back,y am i so stupid to fall in love wit her..all this while,my love was like being ruin by her.. but i cant blame her..coz im the 1 tat was so stupid to fall in love wit her..i should deserve it..and now i should accpt the blame cause i fell in love with her and itz impossible for me to forget her till this very day n i think for the rest of my life..
Im really2 sorry aini..i dont mean to hurt u..i cant control my heart..but really truely,i still love u syg,only tat i cant get rid of her from my life..itz impossible..n 1 thing,thanks for trusting by all this while syg..By still love u syg..t.c.. :'(
BIAR KU SIMPAN SEMUA KENANGAN KU BERSAMA MU

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

okayy.

enuff of seeing the pics?

any comment?

do tag yar.

tanks;tanks.

okayy,allow me to share

today's story.

daily readers,

i got story.

n i dun tink by noes one part of de story.

okayy here it goes.

ahhhhhh.its been lonnnnnng tyme since i didnt mit by.

yes by,i misssss you sooo much

n orl i can do is to view ur pic in my room n my hp.

so todae,mit by at 073ohrs

at usual place.

we headed to zoo.

as planned,we wanted to spend tyme together fer todae.

n so,yesterday i called up swensens to make a booking for dinner fer me n by at cwp outlet.

plus i've ordered some of de food.

okayy,story pause here.

back to ZOO.

it feels great falling into by's arm again.

OHH,how i wish i cud hug him truout de day.

awwwwww.

we had fun over at de zoo.

n theres a point of time where i did sumting wrong,

n dampened by's mood miserably.

n over at cck mrt stnt,we headed to separate ways.

back to swensen's story.

i wanted to bring by over to cwp fer dinner at swensens,but with tis situation,i have no choice but to cancel de surprise dinner.

lucky for me,dey return back my money by putting it into my account.

tanks swensen.

n by,im truly sori fer my wrong doing.

im de one who planned,but again,im de one who ruined it.

i wanted to surprise u fer dinner but i get it orl upside down.

im sooo sori by.

but deep in my heart,i really love you by.

i'll try to be a good gerl.

and also the type of gerl u wanted.

i cant pomiz,but i can try.

by,

i regret wat had happen today.

i pomiz tis wont happen again.

i pomiz.

take my words.

yours truely,

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Itz been a long time i never meet syg..Due to sum small mater n both of us had never meet for a few weeks. But truely really by really miss u syg..only tat i didn't tell u..till dis few days den by tell u.. My hearts really miss u,my soul truely love u n overall i care for u.. By really miss u so much but den we cant meet n for sure by think u know wat is the reason..time also dont let us to meet each other coz both of us are Bz doing our own stuff.,N right now by had already start working n tat means we barely meet each other..But by promise, some how by will find a free time for u..
Syg u wana know sumthing, never ever in my life i really miss sum1 untill i dream of tat her.. But yesterday was the first time i fall into a sweet wonderfull night dream of sum1 tat i really2 miss.. N my heart n spirit really shows me tat i really miss u until i fall into a dream where u N ur family came to meet me..it was like a miracle coz never ever in my life i encounter this kind of situation/dream.. Syg how if i wish u know how my heart really miss u..n for sure u miss me too coz all this while, after came back from work, i will spend a few minutes rading ur blog.. n each n every time i read ur blog,i can feel the sense of ur heart telling me tat u really miss me..

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

OHH.

sori yar.soo long no update bout me n by.wah wah..so delighted when i heard someone say "ehq,u didint have story at ur love blog?".

haha.i juz fill like ti sblog like alive lar.like i've got daily readers.not oni here,but my own blog too.yesssa baby.tis is it.blog.blog.blog.okayy,lame.i noe.

erm.sori readers.recently me n by didny went out together.both were bzee with stuffs.but yeah,we do contact each other.so dun wuri.we're not gone.we were juz away...

HAHA.so yeah.will update if theres story btwn me n by kayy.

n tank q soooo much fer being our daily readers. =)

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

JB OUTING ON VESAK DAY

adik&abg.

me.aisha.ika.

adik&kakak.

me&ika(my kazen)

me&by was caught in candid camera.

see by's face.HAHA.candid~

my parents were sliping away.
they tired sey..pity them '__'

by was caught candid "again".
tis tyme,by was waiting fer his
mega burger.huhu~
dun foget to asked me fer
by's vedio.
u'll get to see how by open his mouth
widely
to eat de mega burger.
HAHA.

our pic in de mini van tat we hired.

lets tok abit about de outing.
it was great duhh~
& i didnt noe tat by was following
us,till de day we go.
my family so cruel nvr tell me.
HAHA.
surprise or wat???
so walk n walk.
tok n tok.
shop n shop.
n aft de WHOLE day trip,we went home.
n so had dinner at home.
we ate noodles.
n plus we watched DUYUNG.
hilarious~
n den by slacked at home.
n mama say maybe de next outing
will be to
KAY EL.
hehe,hopefully can go lar..

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

" i dreamt of being hapi,
content and nvr blue.
and now my dreams are real,
and its orl bcose of you.."

pardon me readers.
i juz fil like posting sumting in here.
but theres no story btwn me n by so far.
and by is till sick.
and im wuri sick;mind youu.

fast fast recover kayy by.
sayangggg by.

end post =)

Monday, May 12, 2008

todae.by was still sick.still havent yet recover.
but he told me tat he was okayy.
its quite a pity to see by keep touching
his stomach.

by,faster recover lar.i miss ur
irritatingness lar "________"

so juz now went to catch AYAT-AYAT CINTA
wf by,anty n uncle.
hehe.n so by doesnt concentrate much on de show
coze his stomach disrupt him.poor by.
in de cinema,
by often complain to me tat his stomach sooo painful.
haiyoooo,get well soon kayy by.

aft tat.i accmpny by to l.j.s.
by was hungry,n he didnt finished de food.
aft tat by send me home.
shud be im de one to send by home lar,
coz he sick sey.

tanks by fer sending me home olto u're sick.
i love youu <3.